Me: *gets anxious*
Me: chill
Me: *gets jealous*
Me: chill
Me: *overthinks*
Me: chill
Me: *gets clingy*
Me: chill
kate behring
Me: *gets anxious*
Me: chill
Me: *gets jealous*
Me: chill
Me: *overthinks*
Me: chill
Me: *gets clingy*
Me: chill
I’m at the point in my life where I need you to be straight up honest and back up every word you say with actions. If you miss me, tell me. If you wanna see me, show up or ask me to come over. If you’re upset with me or something in general, tell me. I’ve done the whole playing games, chasing hearts around that never belonged to me. I’m done doing it. If you want me, I’m here, where I’ve been. Say what you mean and mean what you say.
Call me baby, call me princess, call me angel. Buy me underwear and let me sit in your lap and treat me like a precious flower. Touch my thighs like you can’t get enough and kiss me like I’m air and you’re drowning
But i waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phonecall that somewhere in the back of my mind i know i’d never get. I just wanted you to tell me sorry for hurting me and that maybe you wanted me back. I hoped and hoped you saw me in the hallways, looking down at the floor and just know that i missed you. Because i thought you’d miss me too, you just didn’t know what you wanted. But i realized, that you didn’t miss me at all, that i was definitely not what you wanted, and i never meant that much to you anyway.
honestly i hate when people try to sugar coat shit like if you don’t like me or don’t wanna hang or don’t wanna talk to me just fucking tell me don’t keep ignoring me and expect me to figure out the hint like that’s such a bitch ass move i’d rather hear it from you than be ignored 99% of the fucking time.
You think you’ve seen her naked because she took her clothes off? Tell me about her dreams. Tell me what breaks her heart. What is she passionate about, and what makes her cry? Tell me about her childhood. Better yet, tell me one story about her that you’re not in.
You’ve seen her skin, and you’ve touched her body. But you still know as much about her as a book you once found, but never got around to opening.
Don’t introduce me to your parents unless you plan on marrying me bc they’re going to love me & ask about me for the rest of your life lol
december, be good to me. make my heart bigger. show me compassion where i fall short & scrap knees. allow the universe to trust me. may i learn to give as much as you’ve given. 2018 be the year for me.
